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Seats Empty

by Manatee Tights

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Again 03:56
Just beyond the shadow of an oak hanging low Is the sheet white outline looking like someone I used to know Maybe I should wave, or just keep very still Dunno if it is really them, don't know I ever will Salutations to you, I don't know how to behave All my love n longings stuck on this side of the grave I'm thinking that you're listening and I'm hoping that you know The joy I feel when you are near before I watch you go. Again. I'll take mine slow. Old dogs lie low. I'll meet you in the solace of a silent moment Moments alone when we commune Where missing you is prologue and we carry on together Like an empty seat on a morning flight I could hear you laugh if I weren't too afraid to try. Again.
2.
Hallelujah, I'm not a genius. Aint nothin better than not being burdened When you're immune to observation everything is just roses on the table. I save a lot of money being slow I don't need drugs and nobody will date me Got me a pillow, no pillow case Just me and the mattress taking up all the space And its fine. Tell me it's fine. Uh huh Where'd you go? Tell me it's fine. Where did you go? Two steps forward, two steps back My impeccable math keeps me on track, yeah Three steps forward, four steps back My impeccable math keeps me on track, yeah Five steps forward, six steps back My impeccable math keeps me on track, yeah Seven forward, seven back My impeccable math keeps me on track And its fine, tell me it's fine, uh huh Where'd you go? Tell me its fine. Where did you go?
3.
On the heels of a loss you cannot replace Is a pain and he talks but won't show his face And on the heat of a wind sweeps away feeling Is a dark that has no interest revealin' Oversized coats, minimal naked skeleton clothes On the heels of a loss you cannot deny Is the threat of more losing till you fuck off and die Till you fuck off and die, there's only one word And it's loss and it's painful and mostly absurd On the heels of a hope that just passed me by Is the whisper of warning to stand up and try Maybe ill listen to the voice that I heard For the next time it's painful and mostly absurd
4.
Sometimes 04:06
I wanna feel pretty I don't wanna feel meek Don't wanna walk like a dog who ain't shit in a week I wanna feel loving I don't wanna recoil Don't wanna squint like a carrot peeking out of the soil I wanna feel pretty Things are gained then things are gone Let it pass and have a cry in the lawn It's a big ole world and she don't owe you nothin Love is found, Love is lost, chin up kid it aint the holocaust It's a big ole world and you don't owe her nothin Sometimes sometimes aint sometimes Some days it takes all day Sutures dissolve without effort But leave you with a scar anyway It's okay to call upon a friend when you've crawled on out And just sit staring at your skin May take the two of you to get yourself back in And it won't fit right in some the place it had been Ain't nothin dirtier, more backwards than pride House looks nice but your heart's been gentrified Stone face to a love may help you hide But it won't let you let them inside
5.
Come on in 04:11
I showed my candy ass expression to the lightening It struck me hot and sharp, as sharp as any mother's tongue I'm only sober now cause someone's near who needs me If only I could give myself that power freely Hey. Come on in. Come on in. Just come on It don't matter where you been, if you need a friend Honey come on in Today I met a man who you might say I'm better than Nah he aint hard to criticise Yellow tint to both his eyes Lives his life in overalls Has a son who never calls Yeah he got holes in both his lungs Aint a stretch to guess where they come from
6.
It's not a sin to tell yer buddy you love him It's not a crime to own a softer side He knows there hurting under some of the quiet He knows there's pain and why you trying to hide All you got to say. Here it is. Okay. It's a struggle, feeling that love But not in a sad way like you rarely been hugged Never feels worth it, worth their time Though it's quite clear that they never do mind All there is to say. I accept. Okay. Fuckin A. When it's been a day You can know but it don't matter anyway Let it come. Hope it goes Try to hold the love somebody chose
7.
Pinhead Nun 04:48
Pin head nun in her pitch black habit underneath the overpass Grey face is frozen eyes scanning her bible Grinding bare feet into broken glass Rats in the money grass two days past poisoning Silently mouthing the rat word for water What's a crime to a criminal And how does death feel when its mostly subliminal See pairs of grandparents crying in heaven Or maybe just barely aware in the void Ushering children with funnel-like faces Into a vacuum for bad girls and boys See that nun in her pitch black habit Trying to catch a bus Her lord and saviour asleep in the alley and that's why she's runnin' From us
8.
Leave him be 03:52
Turning all them pages, night pages without sleep Succumbing to an altered view that aint really all that deep Whiskey thin and bone dry and quite tired of the track Days are weeks and weeks is years that aint ever coming back Amphetamines would do it but its already done I spaced out at your party now im chasing down the sun Whiskey may have tempered all the rage I string along And beer's the little sister sad to see it all gone wrong You got a sick man on your hands And he's your brother, He understands That you can't lock him up, not with your key So go on, take him in, or leave him be Wake up kid you been screaming in your sleep No your mamma hasn't called and im beginning to think That you aint got no home to run home to You say you'd like to stay but I know the trains are calling you And that spider bite sure looks like you just couldn't find a vein I'd follow through to find out but I think I will refrain Nah im not much for needles but you can help me with this fifth And ill take your heard of hurt n try to chase em off a cliff Cause I got a sick man on my hands And he's my brother, he understands I won't lock him up though its been done I let him in but I know that he'll still run Yeah I got a sick man on my hands And he's my brother he understands I won't lock him up though I've tried I let him in but I know he won't be satisfied For TW and MB
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Seats Empty is an album dedicated to everyone we keep a seat for when they can't make it for one reason or another. Just cause they left doesn't mean they're left out.

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released April 6, 2022

All songs by Nathan Ulmer. Instrumentation by Nathan Ulmer except where noted below. Engineered/Mixed/Produced by Jimmy Wildcat In Elgin,TX at new Sweetheart Studios. Mastering by Ryan Lee (Sweetheart).

Love and appreciation to the following for their musical contributions and feedback. Everyone wrote their own parts which helped tremendously.

Jon Chamberlain: Keys on 1,6,7,8,9. Whistle on 7.

Graham Low: Cello on 5, Bass on 2 and 5

Marc Hoegg: Bass on 8 and 9

Caleb Dawson: Drums on 2, 5

Andrew Cashen: Keys on 3, 4, E bow on 5

Jimmy Wildcat: Keys on 4

Dale: Barking and some collar jingles here and there

Special thanks to my father Stephen Ulmer for his insights and willingness to participate in the project (The loved one).

Album art by Leslie Cottril (@fromthegreyfortress)
Layout and design by Jon Chamberlain

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